If Only I Could.......

I'd wish for...

one more talk,

one more good laugh,

one more look between you & me,

one more time hearing your voice,

your laughter,

one more time your husband,

your children,

your grandchildren,

your great-grandchildren,

all those who love you,

could be around you sharing,

how much you mean to each of us.

If only I could.

P.S.N.

3/18/2009

" Thrown Together As One "

Early morning hours I received a call,

One which I will never forget,

We hurried & headed out for a unexpected trip,

Picking up our oldest so we could all travel together,

Cramped and crowed we rode straight through,

Made our destination with a whirlwind of days,

Filled with raw emotions, forced with facing facts,

Words were said that needed to be spoken,

Bonds were formed I'd been praying for,

Just as quickly as we headed out,

We were back on the rode,

cramped and crowed as we drove straight through,

I was never prouder of my husband and our three son's,

Each doing what they could think of to make it easier,

Looking back I will always hold dear & will never forget,

Our family bond was never stronger than,

This time when we were thrown together to travel as one.

P.S.N.

" Mom This One Is Just For You "

I find myself lost in my thoughts,

all my thoughts surrounding you,

things you have said through out my years,

your beautiful smiling face,

the love you hold for your children and those married into your family,

your grandchildren,

your great grandchildren,

your love for Popa & his love for you

your friendships of 20-30-40-50 years ,

things you have done through out the

years that were truly acts of kindness,

compassion, generosity and love,

lessons many have learned because of you,

the countless times I witnessed you putting another first,

to know in my heart with my whole being I was totally

accepted and truly loved unconditionally

by you is what stands strong in my heart,

I cannot yet to bear reaching for the phone to call you,

realizing I will never have you to talk to again,

I cannot yet to bear knowing,

I will never have another hug,

a hug only A Mother can give.

P.S.N.

____________________________________________________________________



Hey Ma, save a seat for me & mine......xoxoxoxoxoxox

3/13/2009

These Words Will Always Ring True....

It does not matter how often

I lay my eyes upon you,

My love for you is strong,

My love for you is consistent,

My love for you is unconditional.

My love for you holds you deep in my heart,

My love for you keeps you forever in my thoughts.

My love for you is just as a ring goes around

and around, always never ending.

P.S.N.

12/13/2008

March 4, 2009
This is dedicated to My Mother... for yesterday, for today, every tomorrow....

also dedicated to,

Sonny, DJ Tommy

Joshua & Leah

Shell, Court, Jamie Girl.

3/11/09.

Jim Billy, Felicia, Marky.

5/30/09.

My

Just...

Just leaves me feeling kinda sad & empty
Just wondering how & why
Just know things have to turn around
Just makes me ache
Just makes me think
Just never leaving my thoughts
Just always lingering on
Just know my heart is full of anticipation
Just know my heart is full of love
Just know my heart is always eager
Just know I am always here
Just know I love you
Just know it is forever true
Just know my heart is always with you.

P.S.N.

SPEAK OF YOUR LOVE AS YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW MAY BRING...

MY SISTER AND MY FRIEND OF MORE THAN FORTY YRS
BOTH ARE BATTLING CANCER .
I PRAY FOR STRENGTH FOR THEM.
I PRAY FOR STRENGTH AND UNDERSTANDING FOR THEIR CHILDREN.
I LOVE THEM BOTH WITH ALL MY HEART.
I PRAY & PRAY & PRAY SOME MORE.

P.S.N.

IF THEY ONLY KNEW,

THERE ARE TIMES IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT I DO,
THOUGHTS FILLED WITH SORROW FIND THEIR WAY THROUGH.
THOUGH HURTFUL THE REALITY IS TRUE,
I DON'T KNOW YOUR VOICE, YOUR LAUGHTER.
MY WARM HUGS, MY LOVING TOUCH YOU HAVEN'T FELT.
SOME HOW I DREAM YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.
I PRAY THERE COMES A TIME WE FILL EACH OTHERS DAY.

JUST FOR YOU..........

I have a Brother who's laugh is infectious,

My Brother can always turn your mood around,

I have a Brother who is gentle as he is strong,

My Brother is a family man, one to be emulated,

I have a Brother who I know is always there for me,

My Brother is a man I hold close to my heart,

I have a Brother who is my hero,

Though he doesn't know, it is true,

Lil' Brother this is written just for you.

P.S.N.

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, DONT YOU.....

It does not matter how often I lay my eyes upon you,

My love for you is strong,

My love for you is consistent,

My love for you is unconditional,

My love for you holds you deep in my heart,

My love for you keeps you forever in my thoughts,

My love for you is just as a ring goes around

and around, always never ending.


****Today March 4th 2009
This is dedicated to my Mom,
for yesterday, for today
for every tomorrow****
xoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxox